This is a still moment of creation
Like they always are.
You cannot tell me it wasn’t raining
Out, a warm fire in an ancient cave,
When someone more like me than I imagine
Painted the hunt (which now was also still).
It’s raining now,
Has been all day like dusk,
And my Chicago apartment, my LEDs
Keep me somewhat apart.
I am as safe as the deer whose
Painted arrow will never reach him,
But I don’t believe it.
I am waiting for the world to do what it will
And it is not this storm that scares me
As I can watch it pass me now
On a meteorological map-
It is election day and I am like
A young recruit waiting for his boots
To hit the ground, or not.
Waiting, then, for my draft number to be called.
This is not the story that I know,
Of before, of waiting,
And this election is not like the rain
Or is.
And no one’s maps
Can say what I do next
-Felix Deiss


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